Monday, June 24, 2013

Dendrite (Except 2 from my Self-Published Chapbook)


The human eyeballs are slung within the orbital cavities of the skull and those well-slung eyeballs see. See that there are twenty-two transparent jelly-fish inside your vitreous body. Crystalline. Like the crystal you hang around your neck for strength every time we collide. The ones in my window that cast prisms on my pillow. Lay your little head down to rest, hush little baby, don’t say a word, Mama’s gonna buy you a mockingbird, And if that mockingbird don’t sing, Mama’s gonna buy you a diamond ring. And a looking glass. And a billy goat. And a cart and bull. And a dog named Rover.  And a bunch of other pointless shit  that you can’t use because you’re a baby and Mama thinks she can buy your love. 











Nearly all newborn babies have the blue blue ocean eye - as the pigment of the iris delivery is backed up because the brown-paper package got lost in the mail and the iris stork had a broken left wing, sling. Later, in due time, after birth, pigmentation will turn brown, hazel, green. And all the baby blue eyes will sink to the bottom of the ocean. Fish food.
















Sensory nerves provide the link between tooth and nail. The nail in the fourth step of the stair’s floorboard, that eavesdrops on your whispers and whispers mocking whispers: “glucose coat my blood vessels, chlorophyl my lashes” But you always run up stairs. Childhood fear chasing you up, up. If you don’t go fast enough it will catch you, grip you. Instead, run up and down my central nervous system twenty times, and don’t you stop until you reach my cerebral cortex! Place your lightning-bugged mason jar here. X marks the spot where we repel, where the oil paint meets the turpentine. Go ahead, thin me. Prune.   Prune those neuron cells; enhanced efficiency. That magic forest of incredible beauty; luxuriant growth.  Plasticity  or deforestation?





One cortical neuron will respond to that stimulation. I’ll even spill my guts, show you the precise topography of the receptor surface, all the exact somatic sense pathways that resemble a map of my body’s cortex. Be careful, make haste, there’s a considerable area of cutaneous surface. Traverse to treasure chest.
















Sunday, June 2, 2013

Dendrite (Excerpt from my self-published chapbook)


Creation from destruction and other space dust that you like to blow in my ears         e v e r  y   s o   o f t e n . 

Sometimes things are just supposed to be jagged and disconnected like a broken windshield galaxy sparklin with brain fluid smeared, car accident style. Did anyone ever ask to become roadkill? And the roadkill said, I miss being a passenger. It fucking hurts to become. 

Have you every cried over spilled milk and then stepped on the shard of glass that mother forgot to sweep up with bare feet eventhough she said, “put your slippers on!”? And the blood drips from your this little piggy goes to market but your baby toe is fine but it still went crying all the way home. 

And Mothergoose was a sexist because some little boys are made from sugar and spice and everything nice. And if you’ve ever met a boy who is made of puppy dog tails, you should probably contact animal services, even if he has stars in his eyes. So you listen to Mary Poppins, instead. But you’re still waiting for your chimney sweep.


Connect the dots.

Monday, March 11, 2013

Pinpoint


Do you know that feeling 
where you’re t-t-teetering on the edge of teetotalism 
and your whole world is squeezing you through
a pinhole,
but it doesn’t look like a beam of light.
And your headlights reflect off the deflated eyes
of a roadkill cat
and the cat has the cow's spots
and the cow has the cat’s 9 lives,
but you repeated the number seven in his foam core bed.
And that deadcowcat’s eyes remind you of the time
you forgot your glasses and you 55 mph’ed almost into
a deer with its head twisted snapped back.

And the moonlight that is being cast upon your pillow
of your childhood bed
is really just the floodlights from the car dealership behind your house.

but the funny thing is a deer inched across
the road, after you extricated yourself from his lashes and tips,
 as you switched your beams on and ignited the engine.

And you never really saw the cat’s eyes


just his spots.

Saturday, January 26, 2013

System


A tapping foot patterning morse code 
onto 
sending an SOS to the dust fairies streamin  . . .  - - -  . . . 
sensory information.

Grey haired obesity muttering incoherent syllables osculating 
the green-topped tables like a planet 
and the sun.

Listening is just the beginning bus distracting
my purple-haired companion of  the spherical star.

Rent 
Learn
Return
is it really that simple?
only for plasma interwoven with magnetic fields. 

The grey haired obesity planet has returned
in the same hydrogen and helium pattern as before
The bright that is cast onto
seems to dictate her path
carved into the amber floorboards with her scuffling scuffed Nike’s 
that make up 99.98% of the total mass in her solar system.

Under the boardwalk out of the sun 
Under the board walk we’ll be having some fun
Under the board-walk, board-walk 

& she has looped back 
this time, making seagull noises after tossed saltines that the man in the corner with boxy glasses is carefully placing between his teeth out of range of the atmospheric scattering of blue light.

She’s settled on the east.

White tee at counter is eating
a Milky Way melting the sun
is brighter than 85% of the stars of that Milky Way 
on his tongue
I don’t think he knows that he is swallowing stardust. 

But the foreign particles 
have spasmodically expelled.
trigeminalnervenetwork 
has some nerve 

No one dares to say God
bless you

That damned sunlight shines into that manifestation of recessive genes 
of a low concentration of melanin in the stroma
in the iris 
in front
of the dark epithelium 
But, I only see the Baltic Sea

The sunset is confused by the skyscrapers 
and the dusk shadows are falling upon 
deadlines
back cracking
frantic highlighting
latte sipping 
headphone wearing 
Trailing the edge of the disk - almost disappearing below the horizon. 

The windows lead a world outside with noise smothered
Policemen with batons twirling 
forced compliance rhythmic gymnastics choreographed poorly 
opposing team scatters, runs a sweep

The morse code has resided in fingertips instead of
toes
and the compass point of the east was really west all along
nord, est sud, ouest
Grey haired has slipped out the door to the store clerk’s relief breath

Nobel and Barnes doesn’t have as good a ring to it 

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Crackling


The branch family
Grandma, only when I’m driving

A secret that is so secret
it doesn’t even know that
it’s not really a secret at all

I couldn’t find anything brighter
pebbles and brimstone 
Paper umbrellas folding
and unfolding 
Raging 

Go away
I have nowhere to climb
and I never learned to crawl

Wiring blue
towards the esplanade 
My fellow Americans...

You’ve come to visit 
flinging pollen from 
your pods 

Crippling atoms 
there was no sin 
Spin spine